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Playing my life...
by ~alovestruckteen
meeting for the first timewalking along the dark street,  fixing my hair,  crossing the street and travelling down the ally,  excitment is building up   
i cant wait to see him  what if he isn't there?   
round the corner we are getting closer,   
wow!   
there he is waiting for me  
i feel special  my heart is pounding  a strange fear in the back of my mind, makes me want to turn back   
he starts walking towards me  
we embrace  
in the arms that I longed for   
turning my head and looking into his eyes  bodys moving in closer  lips together, eyes shut. meeting for the first time
by ~alovestruckteen
Breakdown and cryThere words, hurtfull words circle around me and start to pull me down,  I try my hardest to put on a front,  I can feel my emotions taking over me,  I turn round not to let them see,  My mind collapses,  all I think about is what they are saying,  thinking they are having a bit of harmless fun,  but they are yet to see how big an impact there vicious lies have...   
Shuting my eyes,  A pathetic attempt to hold back the emotion running through my body   
I can't stand it,  i've been through this before, i came through this before,  but after feeling accepted after all that' Breakdown and cry
by ~alovestruckteen
Notice me, thats all I ask...Lying on my bed,  Face in the pillows, almost choking on my tears,  they arn't tears of anger but tears of rejection,  the black mascara smudged on the pillow,  but i don't seem to care,  I don't care about anything, not now   
Sitting in the living room with my family,  dad with his nose in a paper, mum falling asleep (her usual)  My family seem to see me as a nobody, just sitting in the corner,  no wonder I get upset, I get ignored   
I can't seem to realise what it is i have to do,  Anything i do seems to be the wrong thing   
My way of dealing with it is to stay in Notice me, thats all I ask...
by ~alovestruckteen
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semi-fresh start... O_o

Wed Aug 16, 2006, 2:15 PM
well erm again where do i start?

my life is a mess ryt now and i meen a complete mess

moving has never been easy although i should be thankfull that this time i am going back to a school that i absolutly love with real people that i love and a house that i love in the best place ever..sunnyside. but i kinda aint i meen thats all and well me moving and i actually dont reeli mind but its the effort i have to put into starting the school again and leaving my old school i just dont have the energy >.< although saying this now i probably will have a great time back in inverness.

leaving people you love is the worst thing about it all the faces you see everyday and the routine u get yourself into is totally scrapped and there is nothing left of it! >.< i will miss alot of people in my school here in wick and i know deep down i cant wait to get to culloden but im being torn apart.

im leaving things that are only just beggining at the moment...5th year...semi boyfriend hehe...job i was absolutly loving

grrrrrrr i hate my situatiuon ryt now!

anyways just thought i'd have a rant

bye for now xxx
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  • Current Residence: Home in wick
  • Interests: hangin with my mates
  • Favourite movie: MOULIN ROUGE!! it rawks!
  • Favourite band or musician: Feeder
  • Favourite genre of music: rock/metal
  • Favourite artist: Grant Nicholas
  • Favourite cartoon character: Nemo
  • Personal Quote: ...I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who i aint ...-Kurt Cobain

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=LoveofMisty Oct 27, 2006, 3:56:48 AM
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:star: Love, baby. :star:
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Mood: Love =LoveofMisty Oct 20, 2006, 6:58:06 AM
Fionia!!! why helloooooo ma luv! hope the move went well and your settling in great and still gorgeous as eva!!....i am! lol :blowkiss: xxxx send me a shout when u get a mo hunni! xxx

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Mood: Love =EViL-KiTTeeh Aug 14, 2006, 8:27:15 AM
thank you for teh watch <3

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Kiss me :3
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=LoveofMisty Aug 4, 2006, 5:27:06 AM
hey fionia! how you gettin on hunni hope your kl, love you loads!!! much love baby! :hug: xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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I fell in love with an Angel. See my Angel; click on my heart -
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:star: Love, baby. :star:
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~alovestruckteen Jul 25, 2006, 9:50:23 AM
y thank you! lol xxxxx

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=LoveofMisty Jun 2, 2006, 3:46:36 PM
YOU HAVE BEEN HUGED!!!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)


*dingding* RULES:
1- You can hug the person who huged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitely get started huging right away!

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Send to 10 of your friends to show them how much luv u have for them. If u get this back it means u r luved 2x as much!!

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:star: Love, baby. :star:
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~butterflybutcher May 16, 2006, 10:07:32 AM
thanks for the watch! dont even know how u found me. lol
:hug:

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i am...teh pie monthter! :dohtwo: gimme yur pies or be pok-ed to deaf :poke:

Burgers and thockth shall rule teh WORLD!!! :evillaugh:
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~aynak May 15, 2006, 5:42:14 PM
thank you for the watch and fave love! :heart: :heart: :heart:

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~alovestruckteen May 16, 2006, 2:13:21 AM
no problem ur great! x x x x x :heart: :heart: :heart:

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~BunnyCuddles Apr 14, 2006, 6:29:56 PM
hey thanks for watching me :)
I shall watch you too :)

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By day - chasing the scum of the Universe, and by night, you're the wedding fairy!
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