meeting for the first time by alovestruckteen, literature
Literature
meeting for the first time
walking along the dark street,
fixing my hair,
crossing the street and travelling down the ally,
excitment is building up
i cant wait to see him
what if he isn't there?
round the corner we are getting closer,
wow!
there he is waiting for me
i feel special
my heart is pounding
a strange fear in the back of my mind, makes me want to turn back
he starts walking towards me
we embrace
in the arms that I longed for
turning my head and looking into his eyes
bodys moving in closer
lips together, eyes shut...this is it
this is what ive been waiting for,
now finally its here
after what seems ages he has to leave,
my heart starts
There words, hurtfull words circle around me and start to pull me down,
I try my hardest to put on a front,
I can feel my emotions taking over me,
I turn round not to let them see,
My mind collapses,
all I think about is what they are saying,
thinking they are having a bit of harmless fun,
but they are yet to see how big an impact there vicious lies have...
Shuting my eyes,
A pathetic attempt to hold back the emotion running through my body
I can't stand it,
i've been through this before, i came through this before,
but after feeling accepted after all that's happened,
its an almighty pull back to what they really think of me
No
Notice me, thats all I ask... by alovestruckteen, literature
Literature
Notice me, thats all I ask...
Lying on my bed,
Face in the pillows, almost choking on my tears,
they arn't tears of anger but tears of rejection,
the black mascara smudged on the pillow,
but i don't seem to care,
I don't care about anything, not now
Sitting in the living room with my family,
dad with his nose in a paper, mum falling asleep (her usual)
My family seem to see me as a nobody, just sitting in the corner,
no wonder I get upset, I get ignored
I can't seem to realise what it is i have to do,
Anything i do seems to be the wrong thing
My way of dealing with it is to stay in my room,
In the dark,
away from my family,
away from the things that i don't
You act like you don't know me,
You treat me like nothing has ever happened.
I will never forget the moment I was so close to you i could feel your heartbeat,
I felt accepted, I felt loved.
For me it wasn't just a one time thing, it meant so much more,
Now you have cut me off completely,
I will never forget, I will never forgive...
So near but yet so far by alovestruckteen, literature
Literature
So near but yet so far
Your gorgeous, your the man of my dreams,
Everytime I see you i'm filled with happiness,
Just knowing your there, knowing where to find you,
I want to be held in your arms, I want to touch your lips with mine,
Your the guy that has my heart without even knowing it,
Theres no way you can brake it because,
Deep down I know you will never feel the same about me,
Not a day goes by where you don't pass through my mind,
There's a barrier between us that will never be broken,
But it wil never stop me thinking about you,
It will never stop me loving you!...
So near but yet so far by alovestruckteen, literature
Literature
So near but yet so far
Your gorgeous, your the man of my dreams,
Everytime I see you i'm filled with happiness,
Just knowing your there, knowing where to find you,
I want to be held in your arms, I want to touch your lips with mine,
Your the guy that has my heart without even knowing it,
Theres no way you can brake it because,
Deep down I know you will never feel the same about me,
Not a day goes by where you don't pass through my mind,
There's a barrier between us that will never be broken,
But it wil never stop me thinking about you,
It will never stop me loving you!...
You act like you don't know me,
You treat me like nothing has ever happened.
I will never forget the moment I was so close to you i could feel your heartbeat,
I felt accepted, I felt loved.
For me it wasn't just a one time thing, it meant so much more,
Now you have cut me off completely,
I will never forget, I will never forgive...
Notice me, thats all I ask... by alovestruckteen, literature
Literature
Notice me, thats all I ask...
Lying on my bed,
Face in the pillows, almost choking on my tears,
they arn't tears of anger but tears of rejection,
the black mascara smudged on the pillow,
but i don't seem to care,
I don't care about anything, not now
Sitting in the living room with my family,
dad with his nose in a paper, mum falling asleep (her usual)
My family seem to see me as a nobody, just sitting in the corner,
no wonder I get upset, I get ignored
I can't seem to realise what it is i have to do,
Anything i do seems to be the wrong thing
My way of dealing with it is to stay in my room,
In the dark,
away from my family,
away from the things that i don't
There words, hurtfull words circle around me and start to pull me down,
I try my hardest to put on a front,
I can feel my emotions taking over me,
I turn round not to let them see,
My mind collapses,
all I think about is what they are saying,
thinking they are having a bit of harmless fun,
but they are yet to see how big an impact there vicious lies have...
Shuting my eyes,
A pathetic attempt to hold back the emotion running through my body
I can't stand it,
i've been through this before, i came through this before,
but after feeling accepted after all that's happened,
its an almighty pull back to what they really think of me
No
meeting for the first time by alovestruckteen, literature
Literature
meeting for the first time
walking along the dark street,
fixing my hair,
crossing the street and travelling down the ally,
excitment is building up
i cant wait to see him
what if he isn't there?
round the corner we are getting closer,
wow!
there he is waiting for me
i feel special
my heart is pounding
a strange fear in the back of my mind, makes me want to turn back
he starts walking towards me
we embrace
in the arms that I longed for
turning my head and looking into his eyes
bodys moving in closer
lips together, eyes shut...this is it
this is what ive been waiting for,
now finally its here
after what seems ages he has to leave,
my heart starts
I went to your bedroom to see you that one last time. You lay there sleeping. I walked over to your bed and kneeled down beside you. I watched you breathing,Inhale.Exhale.I left a letter in your hand.It read " Im sorry, I love you."I got up, Kissed your forehead.
I walked out to my car,And began to cry,All we had,Im giving it up,All the trust,The respect,Is going,Because of me.Im leaving this world,You,Us,Behind.Im disappointed,Not in you,But in me.It's all my fault.I blame myself.So many feelings,Depression,Anger,Lonliness,Happiness,So many thoughts.
I turn the key and slowly drive away. as i say sorry under my breath a t
~*~*~*~
My condition is stable
without you
I'm cool
calm, totally sedated
but then I see you
my temperature rises
my heart beat quickens
I get hot,
obscured vision
but still I see you
you touch me
then I crash
I hear nothing
I'm burning up
feverishly
breathing heavily
moving slowly
a pain enjoyed
searing through me
no cure for this
it only goes away when you leave me
but i dont want you to
this feeling has got to stay
so you must
I'm empty
I need fulfilling
satisfying
the fever's worth it
when it's over.
Passion *5* xXx
Current Residence: Home in wick Favourite genre of music: rock/metal Favourite cartoon character: Nemo Personal Quote: ...I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who i aint ...-Kurt Cobain
well erm again where do i start?
my life is a mess ryt now and i meen a complete mess
moving has never been easy although i should be thankfull that this time i am going back to a school that i absolutly love with real people that i love and a house that i love in the best place ever..sunnyside. but i kinda aint i meen thats all and well me moving and i actually dont reeli mind but its the effort i have to put into starting the school again and leaving my old school i just dont have the energy >.< although saying this now i probably will have a great time back in inverness.
leaving people you love is the worst thing about it all the faces
so here we have it yet another johnny depp fan lol yeah just wanted to say i lurveeeee Johnny in the way a dog loves its bone omg he is like uber uber uber fitt! lol anyways sorry to waste ur time but hey! lol
fiona
xxxx
My name is: Fiona
-nicknames: Foona
-sex: Female
-birthday: December 13th
- color: white
-star sign: sagitarrius
-place of birth: Inverness, Scotland
-current residence: Mowat place, Wick
-hair color: black and blue
-eye color: Blue
-height: 5'4"
-writing hand: Mostly my right hand
-BODY ILLS + SKILLS-
-do you bite your nails: no i hate it
-can you roll your tongue: yeah
-can you blow smoke rings: No
Can you blow spit bubbles: No
-can you cross your eyes: Yes
-tattoos and where: none yet but i want the big brother eye on my hip lol
-do you make your bed daily: when i feel like it
-what's sexiest on a guy: their looks (eyes
Fionia!!! why helloooooo ma luv! hope the move went well and your settling in great and still gorgeous as eva!!....i am! lol xxxx send me a shout when u get a mo hunni! xxx
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